Life Sucks.

Sort of.

I'm home alone. Which rocks my internet obsession, but something's missing. Maybe I just need sleep. Sleeping just doesn't fit into my schedule these days. I've decided that I need to go gambling with my grandmother. If it makes me sound like an old lady, so be it. She banked in almost $4,ooo last night, and well I need some of that. Like I really need something else to obsess over.

I still have to pay for my speeding ticket, which right now stands at $225. That will change, when I take defensive driving. Which I don't want to. But I'm cheap, and will do anything to save some money. I'm pissed at myself for getting caught. I'm usually so good, and spying cops. And to answer your question Kimeister, I got pulled over on 1900 Colorado court. Or so my ticket says. I was following my grandmother, who had a carload of relatives. I don't mind getting the ticket. I just hate all the, you should be more careful lectures. I got my ticket, I'm cool with it. I fucked up, let me pay my fine. I'm sure it will feed many hungry inmates. I wish they'd let you pick where you sent your fine. I could justify sending 225 bucks to say, Make-A-Wish or the American Cancer Society. At least I would know where it was going, and would feel somewhat happy for breaking the law. But who really knows where my hard earned cash will go?

Speaking of charities and Make-A-Wish foundation. There's this man that comes into work every week. No one knows him and he won't give his name, but with each purchase he donates 100 bucks to the charity. He does it so innocently, like he doesn't really want people to know he's doing it at all. Why can't the world be filled with more silent angels? Such a gift. I hope I'm in the same situation one day where I can help others in some way. After all, it's the same kindness that made me who I am today. It's all a cycle, and we should all contribute. Karma will bite you in the ass one day. If I believe it one thing, it's karma.

Megan's flying in on July 23rd, and staying until sometime in August. I'm uber excited, it's been a year since I've seen my little sis. Well she's technically not my sister anymore, but she can't help it that her dad's a douche bag. We'll fight, I know we will. But it will all be worth it. We're so much alike. It's crazy.

Anyway. I must try and get rest. Me so sleepy.