Ms. Faithful the hater.

Okay I seriously just fucked up. Accidentally closed out on my already finished blog, and now I can't even remember what I had written. Seriously fuck me, and this stupid computer.

I would have so updated yesterday, but we've had some pretty weird and crazy weather as of late, and well the power went out, taking the cable and the internet with it. Of course the cable came back on, but the internet didn't come back until later this afternoon. So I was pretty bored and had absolutely nothing to do. I added to that boredom by watching March of the Penguins. Something about Morgan Freeman's voice and watching those penguins trotting along. I laughed, I cried, and was still bored with no internet.

Amongst the penguins and no internet I received several text messages throughout the night. Well make that about 30+. So let's just say. An actress/actor are acting out some scenes, a love scene maybe. Shouldn't that look real? Cause I'm confused here, how else is it supposed to look? Seriously, Diva.

So today I awoke with the worst sinus headache ever. My head felt like it was going to explode. I couldn't breathe, and movement was really not an option. I did get sent home early, which makes me heart Denise even more. She still scares me. But oh well. Much love. So I took some Sudafed PE, that's like a miracle of all miracles. No more pressure for me. And I can so breathe again. Loopy, but I can breathe. It's a miracle.

So it's time for me to, order some shit online. Peace bitches.

Oh and did I mention it snowed? Yep Cold as fuck.

God wants Spirtual Fruits, Not Religious Nuts.

Intolerance.

If there's one thing I can't stand about people, it's intolerance. I know that their are many people surrounding me that don't exactly believe in the same morals or beliefs that I have, but I'm sure as hell not going to shove those beliefs in their face. To co-exist on this earth we must realize that not everything we believe is a belief of someone else's. I understand that religion is a big part of some people's lives but not everyone is a bible thumpin' conservative. I have my reasons for not going to church, but that doesn't mean I don't believe in the afterlife, or that there's a higher being. If a two men or women want to engage into a sexual relationship, so what, it's not really my place to judge. Love is love. Who am I to say that that's wrong? Intolerance only breeds hate.

With that said. I've never been so mad at a member of society than I was today. My friend Jaime who I work with, who just happens to be very gay, had a man come through his line who I could have literally physically hurt, and felt no shame. The first words out of his mouth were, "I know you're gay, and well you know you're going to hell right?" Why would someone think this was appropriate to say? He then goes on to say something to effect that fags burned in hell, and that he was going to burn in hell for all eternity. If I had been in this man's presence, I would have simply told him that he could have shoved his bible straight up his ass, that I didn't think Jesus was very tolerant of assholes. I would have so been like, and well you're fat, I think the bible mentions something about not gorging thyself too. I'm glad people pick and choose what they preach. Fuck him. Seriously, if anyone's burning in hell, it's that asshole. I'm just glad Jaime defended himself, and totally cussed this man out.

Number 12920390374 on why I don't attend church.

I'm so boring.

So I finally got to see Borat. Laughed, like I haven't laughed in a long time. His search for CJ, was funnier than it should have been, but most of you wouldn't understand that.

I had a grand time sleeping in this morning, and enjoyed various phone calls throughout the day. And seriously, if a certain something ends up on the cutting room floor, I'm gonna scream blasphemy and choke a certain someone.

All is well with me. Still a bit tired, but nothing a slice of pecan pie can't fix. I love leftovers.

And well that was pretty much my day...boring eh?

Sedate Me? Please?

It occurred to me that maybe I should update. I've been so busy and just exhausted, I had totally forgot about this thing.

Where to begin? I didn't make it over to my aunt's until about 4:30ish because of work. I met up with my brother, and we drove out to the middle of nowhere. Nowhere folks. Where when I pulled up, they were shooting cans with shotguns off the porch. Seriously? When did the fam get so redneck? Immediately the questions started, and the patronizing soon followed. Food seemed more important so I left the Clampit's on the porch, and watched the Cowboys kick some ass. I fed the dogs too much turkey, and then was handed this really cute baby, with the biggest ears. Conner, I think that's his name, then proceeded to smile and puke down my mother's shirt. Babies are so not me. I then went outside again, watched the dirt bikers jump off the jumps my uncle has built. It's neat. I wish I had that much money to throw away. I do like the house now that there's furniture in it. I then avoided the annoying ones, and made my way back home to watch Grey's Anatomy. Did I mention how much I love this show? Each week just gets better and better. And then I crashed. Went to work today at 5 a.m. and got off at 2 p.m. Came home and napped until now.

I did buy An Inconvenient Truth. It had a light bulb with it. Couldn't pass that up today. Al Gore. I heart you. And when I woke up awhile ago, my mother informs me that we have cheese curds in the kitchen. Like OMG, excited. Wilson and his fam are in town from Wisconsin, and well they brought us some cheese curds. I did have to laugh though. Considering I've been making fun of them all week. But oh well. Like OMG, I have cheese curds, and well I bet you don't.

Anything else at all interesting happen? I don't think so. But this week has been a blur, I've been running around nonstop, so I probably didn't pick up on some of the lame shit that happened. I must say, overall good thanksgiving. Thank all that is holy it's over. Now let's focus on Christmas, argh.

Peace out. And hope you all had a wonderful day, surrounded with lots of yummy food, and people you love.

Well hello there.

Must say, I'm pretty proud of my Dallas Cowboys and their win over the Indianapolis Colts. I wasn't expecting a victory, in fact, I was pretty much waiting for a slaughtering to take place. But alas, Tony Romo is amazing, and saves the day. He's like a God in Dallas today. Just so you know. He's amazing to me, and I don't watch football all that much, so I can only imagine what he is to an obsessed fan. So enough of my football gushing. Note: This will never happen again.

(E-friends are amazing.)

Today. Not sure how I can explain such a day. It was almost unreal. I got up, did my thing, worked for a short while. Bought a few groceries, and fed my poor starving stray kitties. I've been meaning to buy them food for awhile now. The poor things. They love me once again. And now, I'm debating on whether to watch a DVD or read. I think I'll just read, until I fall asleep. I miss nights such a these. Nothing to worry about. Just read, sleep, and get up.

So with that. I leave you. Oh and the kitty is not one of my strays. That's Ali, Jami's kitty. And that was taken during the pumpkin carving madness. She's so nosey.

There is so much More.

He who has the courage to laugh is almost as much a master of the world as he who is ready to die." - Giacomo Leopardi

So...today has been amazing. Amazing because I've done what I want, when I want. I had lunch with my mother, and Jami made me dinner after a late night trip to the hell that is Walmart. She made fun of me when I purchased Soap Digest, because that's what friends do. I've actually made time for reading two days in a row, and might just read before I go to bed too. Having a random Saturday off is always fun, so I can't complain. Today has been full of laughs, and a day of laughs is simply heaven.

Other than that, I haven't really been up to much. Worrying about the upcoming holiday, and if I shall survive are my only thoughts. Kind of scary that things seem to change over time. Maybe I was just to blind to see the mess we've created, or maybe I'm just naive. Or maybe I just don't care that much. With more people around this year, maybe we'll be on our best behavior. Or maybe I should bring some Grey Goose for a house warming gift, ha ha.

I was brought down memory lane today. Myspace does that to you. My first job. I've met so many people because of that theater. Some real cool people at that. It was really my first escape. Because by the time I got that job, my mother was in her second marriage with a man, we won't speak of. He was such an ass, and well I was more than happy to work and be away from it all. Soon work became more than just work, it became a sanctuary of family. We all became fairly close, and we watched out for each other. I wouldn't trade those memories or friendships for anything. And I really miss them. They were very much a part of me, and when I left, it was tough. I cried. Our family was breaking up, moving away. I don't regret my choices. But sometimes, when I get to thinking about things, I miss them. And for a brief second, I wish we were all back together, being our crazy selves. But then I realize, that to become the people we were meant to be, we must move on, and touch others. Every now and then, I share a smile for the people that I miss, and love. As painful as it is, we must move on...

So yes. I am thankful for my choices. There is a reason my life has been on the path it's been on. Whatever it shall be....

Ben Franklin said it best.

So I fell asleep, and just got woke up by the dog. I'm really dead to the world, but I can't go back to sleep. Thanksgiving is amongst us, and well, I just found out that I'm going to have to spend it with more people than I had originally thought. So basically, I need to find a way to mellow myself before I head out to my aunt's larger than life house. I really wanna just eat and go. But I'm sure I'll be bombarded with questions of all sorts. Which I hate. I hardly see these people. Why do you care now? You have all year to care. Why now? Don't get me wrong, I love Thanksgiving, it just comes with its reservations. And sue me for wanting to have dinner at my grandmother's. It's our last link to Bob, and well it just won't be the same at Jana's.

One day until my dad and grandmother's birthday. I never know what to do for my dad. He lives so far away, and he happens to be the worst person to shop for. Hell, he just got a cellphone. It's not like I can buy him an ipod and say, enjoy. He literally wouldn't know what to do with it. I really should call too, but the last time we talked we argued over the election. And he gets all butt hurt. He takes it so seriously, and I do to, but I love to antagonize him, and only him. It makes for amusing feedback. My mother forbids me to talk politics with him now. I'm sure it angers him, that he produced such a liberal being. But alas, I shall call.

To shop for my grandmother...piece of cake. She loves anything you get her. But I'm sure secretly wonders why the hell we thought of such a gift later. Speaking of her, she's still not going home by herself, but holding up. She's still hung up over a few issues, but she's gonna make it. So that's what I'm thankful for this holiday, and well my health.

I really should get a haircut today, but I can't seem to make the appointment. I don't have the courage. Someone needs to force me to go...

Grey's in like 17 hours! Woot. I don't think I can watch Days today. I've already watched the clips. And well Smokey Robinson's guest starring today. And OMG, it's the cheesiest thing I've seen on the show in such a long time. It's really funny. You can only do so much with the song, "I Love Your Face" It already sounds like a parody of something else. And to think, it made people cry. From what? Embarrassment? I've never seen so much swaying in slow motion. The scene lasted 3 minutes, and it seemed like forever. Don't get me wrong, I love the Smokey. But damn, isn't there a better place to plug your career?

Okay...I think it's time to try and get some sleep...

Later.

If I'm a cunt...

I've been so lazy today. I really didn't have any intentions of doing anything productive anyway. So all is well. I surfed the net for a few, and was about to get offline when my phone rang. Love my calls from LA. After we got cut off for the second time. Damn Hollywood. I decided I needed a nap, because I had exhausted myself from being lazy. So that's pretty much been my day.

It occurred to me that I may have pissed someone off in my last post. LOL, am I really a cunt? That's kid of funny, that someone would go out of their way to call me a name. That's a bit childish don't ya think?

...until next time...

Gotta love those 80's...

I'm sitting here. Bored. Seriously, what's new?

The Internet is pretty crazy if you really think about it. One of the greatest inventions, probably ever, (Thank you Mr. Gore.) and we completely trash it. Me being one of them. If it wasn't filled with such smut, we'd never get online, anyway...so not sure why I'm complaining here. I get online for the smut. See there. I said it. Prime example. The soap world.

This is going sound absolutely ridiculous. And I don't care. People get so caddy and bitchy when it comes to a soap opera and their favorite characters and couples. Almost to the point of delusion. People will get their feathers all ruffled over a character jumping out of a plane. You know what? Who cares? We're lucky this show is even on air. Others worry about what nails this certain character has decided to paint. I don't notice this kind of stuff? So it makes me wonder how others do. Other's are so wrapped up in their favorite actors/actresses that they can't see the other talent that lies within the show. I'm sorry but I can't stomach a crappy show for just one actor/actress. And other's insist their favorite actor has chemistry with anything that walks. And for you non-soap watchers. This is just not possible. You either have it. Or you don't. And well Drake Hogestyn has chemistry with one leading lady. And that's Deidre Hall. Sorry. (See there I go...) If I hear one more person say that John genuinely liked Eve, I'm gonna hurt someone. I may not like a certain character or couple, but I sure as hell can fix that. TIVO. God's gift to sift through shitty TV. And you can bet your ass I don't travel on numerous occasions to see these people. I just don't care that much. Yes, I like the actors that play my favorite characters, but I'm sorry, there has got to be a better way to show support then by stalking. Maybe a balloon person? I hear those bring smiles to your faces. Whatever happened to good old fashioned snail mail? To bad I'm too lazy...

You know, Days of Our Lives is like a really bad montage to the song "Beat of My Heart" by Hilary Duff. But I really can't complain. I still watch...

It always amazes me, that we all watch the same show, but we can't get along to save our lives. I find it amusing, and when I try and be an ass, it's all for fun. One would think that we'd come together over this stupid obsession. Because I know from past experiences, you try and keep that shit from the people you hold in high regard. For the longest time, no one knew I watched this show. Now I don't care. Everyone knows I watch, and totally makes fun of me for it. I've actually outed a few closeted watchers. I even make non-watchers watch the cheesiness.

I have yet to understand why soap viewers for the most part are bitter. Or decide before they know you, that they hate you. And call you mean mean names, like you're in the 3rd grade fighting for acceptance. I just know it makes me laugh. And that's all that matters. Well and I've met some pretty cool peeps, through all of this mess. And hopefully come January we shall have our much needed and delayed stalker meeting of the century. Because a year between parties is no fun. And I must say, if this happens. LA won't know what happened...

Okay, there's a homeless guy digging through the trash. I think I'll hide now.

Craptastic Spuds :(

I have discovered that Country Crock makes the worst mashed potatoes on the face of the earth. I would rather slave over a hot stove and make them from scratch, then endure the nastiness I just tasted. I've been craving mashed potatoes too. I'm lazy, and I sure as hell don't cook. Why make the cooking challenged suffer? Is this some sort of revenge? So. Not. Fair. Now the dog is eating what was supposed to be my dinner. And he doesn't look to fond of it either. Fuck that butter company.

I've become addicted to the show Weeds. It's so funny, and the cast is amazing. I just hope Showtime brings it back for another season, because it so deserves a longer run. And I'll be sad if they don't. And plus, I heart Elizabeth Perkins.

Okay. So I'm tired, and this blog is way shorter than I thought it would be. I had some creative juices flowing...and now I'm too sleepy to record them. Until next time....

I love...

• The person who put Dr. Pepper back into glass bottles.
• poptarts without the frosting.
• my scarf Ann made me awhile back. It came in quite handy the other day.
• Nip Tuck. (Don't tell Jami!!!!!)
  
• Of course my soap. I shouldn't. But I do.
• the match game.
• the internets.
• dancing in the rain.
• laughing at Dr. Phil.
• days off.
• the banned life.
• random trips to CA.
• the recent election.
• reading shitty tabloids on a daily basis
• vitamin water.
• Okay, I'll say it. Myspace.
• Virginia during the Fall season.
• long hot showers.
• spending too much money on pointless shit.
• Stalking Soap Stars.
  
• that Barbra Streisand was pegged by a soda.
  
• dancing to Simply The Best while getting ready for whatever, like I'm somebody.
• peanut butter crackers. The cheese kind of course.
• to laugh.
• When Eric Braedon attacks
  

I think I shall stop now...too much love for one night...

Ed Bradley

I always hate to hear when this world loses such an amazing man. Ed Bradley's legacy will never be forgotten. May he rest in peace.

Ed Bradley
June 22, 1941-November 9, 2006.

"Be prepared, work hard, and hope for a little luck. Recognize that the harder you work and the better prepared you are, the more luck you might have."

...and Ms. Pelosi has pooped herself.

I guess I should blog on my blogs birthday. It only seems right. It's been such a good day for politics. Well that is if your a democrat. I think the people are ready for change. And I really couldn't be more pleased. Not really bragging. Okay so maybe I am. I just hope they use this time to be positive. Let's not point fingers, and bicker on who's right and who's wrong. Let's get shit done. We have so many issues that need to be dealt with. Sudan, randomly comes to mind. I personally would like stem cell research to be a main topic. I'm such a supporter. Putting religion aside...

I never get so angered as I do when I hear people say that religion plays a major part in their voting. Religion and politics shouldn't be in the same sentence. I live in Texas, and you'd be surprised how many people don't like Bush, but voted for him, because of his so called religious background. Okay so don't be so surprised. To roughly quote Kinky "Cowboys don't preach religion, they live it."

It's funny how when I say that I'm a democrat, most people think I'm pro this and pro that. Gay marriage is always brought up. And though I think everyone should be able to marry whoever they please. I don't think it's appropriate to push for that at the moment. We have so many problems that need to be dealt with first. And though I'm not Bush's number one supporter when it comes to Iraq, it needs to be dealt with and concluded. Children go to bed hungry and violated, I just don't think it's fair to them to have such an agenda on gay marriage. Our own citizens are suffering, and people worry about gay marriage. In hindsight, do you not realize how stupid and selfish that sounds? We have bigger fish to fry at the moment. Eventually when we're able to fix our problems and act like adults, we can deal with such frivolous things.

I think that's my first political post. I try to stay out of such arguments.

..On a bigger note. Britney and Kevin split? What a shocker. I never saw that one coming. How is she going to be the trailer to my trash now? I have so much more respect for her with her big move. Welcome back Britney! Rosie O'Donnell on The View...OMG, hilarious. I never thought the marriage would last as long as it did, I can't believe they would bring a second baby into such a mess. Obviously it was about the sex. And hello, USE A CONDOM! Nastyiness. Britney you have such a comeback to make. Impress us.

I really have a craving for an appletini. I'm addicted. I didn't realize how much goodness I was missing out on...I really should make up for lost time.

Well, that's all. Go dems! LOL, and Lorna be nice to Ms. Pelosi. She loves you and all...

Election Day.

And if I found out you didn't vote. I had better not hear you bitch. I just got word that my dems took over a house, and I just saw Hilary Clinton accept her nomination, with Simply the Best blaring in the background and Bill swaying to the beat like he was the shit. I want that You-tubed, so bad! Deidre Hall's gonna have to choke a bitch for stealing her song.

Rick. Perry. Shithead. That is all.

Tomorrow marks the one year birthday of my blog. Wow. I can't believe you've put up with my shit for a year.

Anyway. Pain overtakes me and it's time to get to bed. 7 am and I don't do so well...

:)

...I'm about to take some file looking thing to my feet, and then lotion them all up. I bet you really wanted to know that. I've been obsessing over my feet lately. I even bought this creamy pumice stuff that smells like peppermints and plums. It makes my feet feel nice and smooth. I love it.

Real Player is being a pain in the ass. Why me I ask?

Early ass morning for me, so I'm off to pamper the feet. Later my loves.

Grey's Love :)

I skipped out on a family dinner tonight. And I can really say, I made the right choice. My family and I don't mesh all that well. Well we do, but in small doses. I had totally forgotten that it was two of my uncles' birthday, or I would have sucked it up and gone. My aunt questioned my whereabouts, she's so quick to judge. Considering she didn't even call me to wish me a happy birthday. And has yet to do so. But all is well in my world, because I don't need her well wishes. I do just fine without them.

My mother came back with such funny stories. I'm really glad I felt like Grey's Anatomy was more important. And oh was it. Christina is so gonna get burned! And Mcbitchy is so annoying. Like go away already. But considering that it had been two weeks since the last new episode, you can bet I was going to catch the re-run on Friday night. Screw fake family nights.

It's late (or should I say early?) and I'm tired. I have a semi-early day, so peace out and have a nice weekend loves. All of you. Love ya, mean it.

I heart my wiener.

My dog is so spoiled. I'm sitting here feeding him beef jerky that I bought just for him. And now he's eating my gummy life savers. Oh but I love him. And I think he deserves his treats after chasing off the crazy lady. He's such a sweetheart. I love my wieners. HAHA.

I think I'm finally over this cold thing. Atleast I have my voice back. It's hard trying to explain things to people with no voice, and foreigners at that. I've worked the past 6 days straight, and I finally have a day off, and a Friday at that. I might get up and watch my soap, but I doubt it. I think I'll just sleep in and wake up when I feel like it.

I have too much Halloween candy leftover. Any takers? LOL, stop by and say Trick or Treat. I'll be happy to give you some.

I can barely keep my eyes open, night loves. And can you believe it's already November? Time flies.