Why am I still up?

I'm sitting here, it's 4:39 as of now, I'm tired, but I've felt inclined to post. It's funny how, when all you want to do is sleep, your mind continues to wonder and think of crazy things. Like right now, I really want to take a shower. But I know it's not going to happen. Or why the hell I watched two movies tonight, back to back? The first being "The Notorious Bettie Page" and the second being the very out there, "The Dreamers". Both indies. Both totally different movies. Both going to leave quite the impression on my wondering mind. I loved how the Bettie movie was done in black and white, so you really felt the feel of the 50's. A few color moments, but for the most part, it was black and white. And well "The Dreamer's" was just out there. I can't really explain, without giving away the whole movie, and if I did tell the premise of the movie, most wouldn't have an open mind, and watch. I loved the whole movie buff thing was played into it though. Gotta love Paris in the 60's...

So it's now 5:10. Can't keep my mind focused on writing this. I just added a link to the official Bettie Page site. You can't miss the icon to the left. If you do, wow, you're so blind. I've had this thing with her for awhile now. I think she's positively amazing, and well, if you watch the movie, you can't help but like her. So sweet and innocent, and yet so beyond her time. I love the quote at the end of the movie when someone recognizes her and asks if she's ashamed of her nudes. "Adam and Eve were naked, only when they sinned did they put on clothes." Or something along those lines. Tell that to the next religious freak that preaches against your porn.

Anyway, it's really late. Or I guess I should say early. Who really gives a shit. Who's reading this anyway?

You know what? It's cold. I'm actually thinking about slyly turning on the heat, just because. I'm even wearing socks, and my feet are still cold. And they're the socks that Kim gave me for Christmas, which, I love. So comfy.

The cat's given up on me, and gone to bed without me. So I guess this tells me something. "Go to bed, fucktard."